nobody use this anymore 0----0

i can never forget
and i dont want to forget
my most beautiful memories =)

........

..i really really miss last year so much.. haha.. its kinda sad how i always keep thinking about it. but really.. i really wish i had at least stayed another year.. and maybe didnt have to come here to change. :C if i had another chance to go back..if everything would work out nice.. i'd even homestay at my grammas if i had to. i'd go back. no doubt =) even though so many of you are going to be gone next year~ i will still miss the sunniness of that place XD.
BUT then i know, if i miss because i moved this year, and then if i move back next year, wouldn't i miss THIS place too? would i? or not =    =" i just really wish i had stayed another year.

man i was reading my old diary from like.. gr 4 again hahah it was GHEIIIII 
so immature.. and hatin on a lot of people hahah .. >   -----< i feel bad for writing that . ahaha..
its scary how much you change in these few years. people change so much.. old frnds become new enemies~
and people you never thought you would become frnds with u end up loving them in high school . hahaha .

life is wierd.

u noe wat?
i feel like a shell is smothering me
and its squishing the life and energy
out of me,, out of my bones
and i have become weak..
but u noe wat?
im gonna!!
im gonna work to become
strong again.

it'sraininginmyheartandmind.